Meditation Week #2 – A Yuppie’s Reflection on a Pilgrimage to Israel

Posted on June 13, 2012 by The Young Urban Unprofessional

This week’s reflection meditation experience was 180 degrees different from last week’s guided meditations on YouTube. Almost exactly one year ago, I went on a religious pilgrimage to Israel with a group of people from my church. It was a truly incredible experience packed with new knowledge and a renewed sense why I believe in my faith. It still seems that I have more questions than answers but this trip was certainly a step (or a leap) in the right direction. While I was there I took copious notes during the day on the places we went and people we talked to. Each night before bed I would write in my journal, synthesizing the notes from that day. I knew that this would be an experience I’d look back on for a long time so it was worth spending the extra hour each night to put it in my journal.

Hammock session watching the sunrise over the Sea of Galilee while we stayed in Tiberias.

Now, fast-forward one year. I had meant to type up my notes and distribute them to my pilgrimage group but I only got about halfway through my notebook before it got lost in the shuffle of life. Also, I hadn’t spent a whole lot of time reflecting on the trip since our plane touched down back in Boston last year; I had some thoughts here and there but no serious time was spent reflecting on what happened and what I thought about all of it. So I figured that my meditation month would be a great way to revisit and relive that experience. Luckily, two of my meditation days were up in New Hampshire.

A sunny summer day at the Tufts Mountain Club's Loj, a pretty ideal place to meditate and reflect on my trip to Israel.

Another sunny day in New Hampshire. The bank of the Pemigewassett River was a pretty ideal place to meditate.

I decided that I would spend 1/2 hour meditating each day by reading one day’s journal entry from Israel and then meditating on the time/place/smells/people/knowledge/etc in that entry. Last week I did some hour-long meditations but that seemed a bit aggressive and it was a real struggle, both to stay focused and I started to get pains in my knees and ankles from sitting cross-legged for that long. The half-hour sessions were perfect, just enough time to get into some deep thought without having to stay focused for a full hour. Also it was easier to fit it into my daily routine. Here’s a glimpse at where my mind was over the past week:

Meditation 1 – Traveling to Israel and Visiting Calvary. It took us about a full day to fly to Israel and even in my meditation I could remember the sights, smells, and initial reactions I had when I stepped foot in the old part of Jerusalem. We stayed in the old city near the Church of the Holy Seplechre where it is believed Calvary was (i.e. where Jesus was crucified)
The Church of the Holy Seplechre down the street from our hotel, it was built around Calvary where Jesus was Crucified.

Meditation 2 - Bethlehem. Again we went back to the site of Calvary early in the morning, this turned into a daily occurrence because it was so close to where we were staying. Then we spent the whole day in Bethlehem which was my first time that I caught a real glimpse at what is meant by Israeli-Palestinian conflict. Bethlehem is an Israeli city but it is located in Palestine. As an Israeli male in Bethlehem you cannot go in or out without a Palestinian passport (except tour groups apparently), thus the unemployment rate is 70% and there’s a large drug/alcohol/crime problem within the city
Me hanging out on a roof in Bethlehem.

Meditation 3 – The Temple Mount, Mount Zion, and the Pools of Bethesda.We got a lot of history on this day from our tour guide (thanks George!). One image that stuck in my mind was that during those days at passover, 250,000 sheep would be slaughtered (one for each family) as a sacrifice for their sins. The blood was channeled into the Kidron Valley. This image stuck in my mind as I remember being in the Kidron Valley and wondering what it would look like (and smell like) to have the blood of a quarter million sheep running through it. Also, it looked like there could be some rock climbing there as well (return trip?)
The Dome of the Rock on the Temple Mount, where the Muslims believe that Mohammed ascended into Heaven.

Meditation 4 – Bethany, Mount of Temptation, Jericho, and Tiberias. On this day I renewed my baptism in the Jordan River, rode a camel, and saw some nomads. More importantly, I started to better understand some of the New Testament stories like the Good Samaritan and Lazarus coming back from the dead on the 4th day. They are stories you hear constantly if you’ve grown up in the church, but actually being in some of these places with someone who is very knowledgeable about religion and history it helps the stories become very real, amazing really.
The tomb of Lazarus in Bethany.

Meditation 5 - Today I honestly forgot to meditate. I woke up late-ish for work, worked, went on a lunch-time bike ride with some guys at work, worked again, went home with enough time to shovel a PB&J into my mouth and then headed to the climbing gym. I didn’t get home until about 10:30pm at which point I ate some food, showered, talked to Sarah on the phone for a few minutes, and then passed out. It was a great day with good friends and good exercise but I failed on the meditation piece which was the whole point of this month: slow down and spend some time in my own mind.
Meditation 6 – Magdala, Cana, and Nazareth. This was the day I realized that in order to really experience Israel I had to live here for at least 6 months. The amount of information and stimuli was too much to really soak in within the timeframe we had. Again it was another day full of history and visiting key areas from the New Testament. One aspect I spent a lot of time meditating on was when we visited a church built by Pope John Paul II (the first pope in the past 200 years to visit the holy land, wow) which featured mosaics of Mary and Jesus from each country of the world. The idea was to portray that everyone was welcome here to this church in Israel no matter where you came from. It was interesting to see a Chinese or African Jesus, when in fact he was an Aramaic Jew. The United States had a particularly awful piece of art, not only was it not a mosaic like everyone else, it made Mary look like the white witch from Narnia
A mosaic done by the Chinese of their depiction of Mary and Jesus.

This is the U.S. rendition of Mary and Jesus, not only is there no Jesus, Mary looks like the witch from Narnia, ugh, really guys?

Meditation 7 – Capernaum and the Mount of Beatitudes. This day was cool because we got to ride a “Jesus Boat” across the Sea of Galilee to Capernaum where Jesus did most of his adult teachings and healings. We then spent some time meditating (of all things) on the Mount of Beatitudes. It was an amazing day and the trip was only half-over at this point.

The Temple in Capernaum where Jesus spent most of his time teaching, basically the 3 years before he was condemned to death. It was rebuilt to the exact same specifications by the Byzantines in 300AD, so the real church is about 4 feet below this one

It was amazing how easily reading my journal brought me right back to these places I visited a year ago. If you keep a journal I definitely recommend trying it. Read one of your entries and then spend 20-30 minutes sitting with your eyes closed just going through your memories. What did those events mean to you then, what do they mean to you now, and what might they mean to you in the future? I definitely found value in revisiting these experiences via meditation. I feel like reflecting and meditating on this trip/life experience in Israel was almost as important as going there itself. I don’t know if it’s something I’d do every day but certainly it’s something I think I’ll mix in on a semi-regular basis, especially when I’m outside in nature, I’ve enjoyed those meditation sessions the most.

Next week for me is chakra meditation. I’m not sure how much I buy into the concept of aligning your 7 chakras via white light cleansing energy but I’m always interested in trying new things and having new experiences. We’ll see how it goes, wish me luck.

Dream Journal: Sweating and Sleeping Bags

Posted on February 24, 2012 by The Young Urban Unprofessional

I was at the Tufts Loj prepping for a winter camping trip in the White Mountains over President’s Day weekend (real life). We drove up after work and used it as a place to crash on Friday night before heading out for three days of snow and mountains. For some reason I decided that I would use my zero degree sleeping bag inside (read: idiot). Even with it unzipped I was super hot and uncomfortable which filtered into my dream life.

Dream: I spent what seemed like the entire night going through sleeping bag design in my head. I went from zippers to fabrics to down vs synthetic fills to bivies and various combinations that would lead to an awesome sleeping bag. I was explaining the process to some nebulous dream figure that was sitting next to me. One of the really specific things I remember is designing the zipper so that it was on the top of the sleeping bag going up the middle instead of going on the right or left hand sides. This way, you could be righty or lefty and use it exactly the same way. Also I think it could probably be easier to use in general.

I woke up several times in a deep sweat (T.M.I.?) frustrated with my hyper-warm sleeping bag, I should have just moved out onto the porch where it was 25F, my zero degree bag would have worked just fine out there, although I would have had to trade a bed for a sleeping pad. With three days of sleeping pads ahead of me in the White Mountains I opted for the mattress for the night.

2-2-12: Free Ice Climbing/Gear Demo

Posted on February 4, 2012 by The Young Urban Unprofessional

Dream: I was at LaHout’s Summit Shop in NH on a business trip with work (hint, my work has nothing to do with outdor gear, unfortunate). The difference was that the people working at LaHout’s were not the people that work there in real life, they were two guys from a client of ours out in Newton, MA. In real life, we are making a visit there in a few weeks to do some business so these guys must have been on my brain last night. We were talking about an upcoming event which was likely VICE Fest, but I can’t be sure because we didn’t talk about it specifically. They offered to pick us up and take us out to demo gear and then to take us out to lunch. We then decided that we needed to stop back at home first (referring to Tufts Loj in the dream) in order to get a few things of our own. They were going to outfit us with all this new and awesome gear but there were still a few things of our own that we wanted. This is where the dream ended because my alarm went off at 6:30am to get ready for work.

A full 8 hours of sleep, awesome, that’s the first time in a longgg time.

Friday October 7th – Weekend Adventure #2 Peak Weekend

Posted on October 10, 2011 by The Young Urban Unprofessional

Today I had a super unproductive day at work and after three unproductive meetings I decided to take off early to prep for the glory that would be my three day weekend. My gf and I planned a two-day hiking trip to do Owl’s Head, my 46th out of 48 total mountains over 4000 feet in New Hampshire. This trip falls on a good weekend as it is the Tufts Mountain Club’s annual Peak Weekend; a weekend where a groups of Tufts students organize themselves to put at least one person on each of the 48 peaks over 4000 feet. I’ve participated every year since 2007 and this time my gf and I are responsible for doing Owl’s Head which is advantageous because typically no one wants to do it (a long, flat hike without much of a view). After this weekend I’ll have only Isolation and Carrigan left to do, woot!

I headed out to Tufts for my ride to NH and saw the Tufts Joey pass me by on College Ave (shuttle bus to/from Davis Square and Tufts). It's always tricky to find a ride up north when you don't have a car but I always manage to find one somehow :).

Hanging out with the gf before we get picked up. We have a two day trip planned to hit my 46th peak in NH, beautiful weather forecast too.

A picture of the guitar I refinished for my gf's birthday. The scene was painted on with wood stain by the paintbrush-magician herself, M.C.

Getting some cash for food/beer/Loj fee, in that order.

Combos for the ride up to NH, the snack of champions... or something.

Hydrating in the back seat while being driven up to the Loj with 4 Tufts undergrads, party time.

Scarfing some delicious baked pasta with ricotta and mozzarella courtesy of the two lovely Loj Caretakers.

This is what deliciousness looks like.

Making sure my bag is packed properly for our trip tomorrow. Today only has 9 pictures because I was in bed by 10pm not 11pm as per usual. Excited about my overnight trip on Owls Head Saturday and Sunday.